The Nerves Are Present
February 26th, 2008 | 
Author: As the sun rises, I reflect on the morning’s beauty and it’s sheer annoyance. I was more awake than asleep last night, and even took off from elementary school to study for my exam this afternoon. As rays of sunlight beam through my window, I stare blankly at the screen and wonder why, on this important day, I couldn’t have had a good night’s sleep just this once.
The only positive thing I can think of that came out of this incident is that I am much more calm now than a few hours ago, when my heart was beating faster than Roger Clemens’ when he adamantly denied his steroid use. Several times last night I meditated in an attempt to calm myself down enough to sleep, but to no avail. I have an exam today, a make-up test on Friday because the class average was a 58%, St. Augustine this weekend, and an exam Monday before Spring Break on the 7th (also my last day at the elementary school).
So you can see that there was a clear reason for me to be anxious and unable to sleep. Not to mention I still have no summer job and still haven’t heard back from China yet. Just take one day at a time and everything will reveal itself as necessary.
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